It's the song that I feel like it's dedicated to me but it's, too, dedicated from me to him. Get me?
"It's not always easy, but our love stays strong"
People wouldn't even guess what we've been through. But somehow, we chose to be together, anyway. Sometimes I think we're just two lonely people that are afraid of being alone and found each other and ultimately fell in love and mend each other's broken hearts and fill each other's emptiness. And it turned out that we fell deep. And we don't mind.
"And I know you too well to say that you're perfect"
As cliche as it sounds, he's the perfect one for me. He balances me in everything. But we're two irrational idiots. We're crazy in love and we do crazy things and you know, all that stuff. We're so in love with each other that we're becoming greedy for each other's love and attention. We never get tired of each other. Even when we do, we do it together. Get me? Haha.
He can handle me, I can handle him. For the first time in my life, someone is willing to handle my complications, insecurities and stupid thoughts and weird behaviours and my bipolar self. It struck me real bad in the head that I can't let go of this man. He never walked away. The relationship was on the edge once but neither of us wanted to let go. Hell yeah, there were tears everywhere every minute I felt like my eyes gonna pop out any sec.
"I'll share everything I have and we'll find a way to live"
Honestly, there's not a minute of a day that I don't stop and think about what our future would be like. With this current situation, it's hard to predict what's gonna happen. All we do is just be there for each other. He has his part of sad stories and I have my part. It's hard enough to handle our own parts but somehow we don't want to see each other's sadness, you know? He shares his, I share mine. Although I act like one hardcore bxtch, I cry every night not knowing what to expect tomorrow. I cry thinking why is this happening to me. You know, stuff girls nowadays cry over. We just be there for each other and never let go. Never walk away. Ever. God knows when this is going to end but in the meantime we'll hold on close. Kan?
And the rest of the lyrics is self-explanatory.
I was studying the ECG just now when this song came out on my playlist and I feel like writing something out. So that was it up there. It was a smooth writing too. I didn't backspace or stop for a moment to think what to write. It's purely from the heart.I miss him. I really do. No matter how broken he is inside, I want him to know that I'm gonna be there patch up the wounds and though it might not heal completely, at least it's not bleeding anymore. That's fine for me. He can't push me away.
I love you, sayang ♥