Tuesday, March 15

Sakit Hati. Internet Lembap. Eh ke, lembab? =="

Lepas hantar Aish tuition, mintak permission Madre nak pergi jalan-jalan. I ended up melepet dekat Lake Valley. Tengok orang dating-dating. Parents bawak anak-anak kechik comey jalan-jalan dekat playground. Opah atuk datang exercise. Comey jeh C:

Tapi bukan itu point saya. Hahah

Cuba bayangkan situasi "Cinta Tiga Segi". Boleh?

Perempuan A suka/sayang Lelaki B suka/sayang Perempuan C.

Boleh bayangkan? Ke nak gambar?



Todia! Sila click untuk tumbesaran sihat.


Okay sekarang, sila bayangkan saya si perempuan A.
Err boleh tak? Ke nak gambar jugak?
=="


Well, that is me looking scary.
With no hands. And looks closer to one of the characters dalam Mr Bean than to me.
Ergh. Okay we just have to deal with it jeh yeah?

Okay menurut gambar, Perempuan A suka dekat Lelaki B yang suka dekat Perempuan C.
Perempuan A adalah saya, Lelaki B adalah tett dan Perempuan C adalah tettt.
Which brings us to a situation yang dipanggil?
CINTA TIGA SEGI.
Atau nama yang lebih kurang sopan, cinta tak berbalas.

Iya.

Tapi! Persoalannya;
Apakah yang Perempuan A (saya) akan lakukan?

a) Mengalah dan beri laluan kepada Lelaki B dan Perempuan C untuk melakar cinta ke pintu syorga ga ga ga ga ga (that's my attempt untuk buat echo, ladies and gentlemen)
b) Berjuang mendapatkan cinta si Lelaki B dan membuktikan bahawa cinta boleh mengatasi segala-galanya!
c) Serang Perempuan C dan mengugut untuk membunuhnya jikalau beliau berani mendekati Lelaki B.
d) Buat bodoh dan pretend macam takde mende.



Pada pendapat anda?


Saya, sesungguhnya, akan..




mengalah.


Kira Perempuan C dan Lelaki B tak payah risaulah if I'll get in the way ke apa.
I won't. Ever.
Tak payah risau Fazra dok spam spam hantar email ugut bunuh ke.
Go on go on.
Don't mind me. I'll mend whatever's been broken.
That's my problem after all, no?


That's from the bright side lah.


Kalau daripada my side,
I'm merely a lover. Not a fighter.
My happiness is when the people that I love, happy.
Even if their happiness doesn't include me at all.
I can't choose.

*gelak perlahan

I chose, for God's sake. People just don't choose me.
Do you get me?

Emotionally speaking, you have all the rights in the world to crush me, break my heart into pieces, be the reason I shed my tears every freaking night and still can get away with it.


Kenapa?
That's for me to know and not for you to find out C:

Motif : benda nieh lah aku TERfikir dekat Lake Valley tadi.
Motif TERfikir : Rindu kawan-kawan doh.
Motif bagitau : =="


Maka, salam ikhlas daripada saya :P


Footnote : Entri tahpape. Pat in the back because you survived. Krrkrr