Kadang-kadang memang rasa macam ada je orang untuk luah semua. That someone yang boleh absorb everything tanpa rasa apa-apa. Tanpa judge, tanpa stereotaip, tanpa that cynical look, tanpa suruh buat itu ini. 

Cuma dengar. Dan faham. Sekaligus boleh terus tenangkan hati perasaan semua. 

Ada. Memang ada. 

Tapi bila dia datang, sumpah rasa keseorangan sangat. Rasa lemah sangat. Tahu kalau vent dekat orang pon, it wouldn't help. To ease my pain. It will, for a moment but it doesn't hilang for good. It will come back. And when it does, the pain kills. Kills me inside out. Sakit sangat. It won't hilang for good. People will keep on reminding me and keep on judging and keep on telling me what to do and keep on doing apa yang diorang suka to me without even kisah what I'm feeling. They don't even bother.

Hati sendiri, hati orang. Kehendak sendiri, kehendak orang. 

Kenapa kena macam ni?