Currently listening to Taylor Swift's Ours.
*takes a deep breath
The way people think and the way I think are reallly different. Berbeza.
Ya knaw?
The fact that I can mingle with whoever pon and they can't, makes this situation macam situation yang dulu pernah jadi.
I would be the one yang bersalah because tinggalkan kawan and I'm the one yang asyik constantly lari.
Maybe. Maybe cara aku salah. Maybe I ignore people that cannot make me feel happy easily. Part of it might be my fault. Kot.
I just don't wanna be in a group of people yang secretly dislike something yang ada kaitan with me. It bugs me and I won't feel that belong anymore.
I treat you the way I wanna be treated: Selalunyalahhh. Most of the times, Fazra Zulkifli hanya berpandukan tindakan reflex semata. Dah buat baru fikir =="
Krrkrr
*sigh
And the way people think about my relationship. Sigh
I am extreeeeeemely happy. I swear if people could die of happiness, I'll be six feet underground dah right now. Rotting.
I'm happy!
We are fine. I am fine. Nothing else matters dah.
The fact that you can't accept his friendship dengan orang lain is none of my business. I don't mind then why should you?
Now everybody dah tak selesa bila duduk ramai-ramai.
What's so fun about gathering then?
Macam seramlah jugak.
You told me once jeh. But being the hard thinker, I couldn't get it off my head senang senang. It bugs me. And I don't wanna let it affects me and Jaan. For whatever's sake, I don't want it to affect me and Jaan.
Because everyone knows, thinking too much leads to destruction of everything. Whatever that means.
I am happy. Honestly from the core of my unhealthy heart. Krrkrr
I've let people decide and take control of my life like they had a clue bout what's gonna happen. And where did that take me?
Misery.
This time?
No. Stay out of it. I'm the freaking King.
(Jaan's the Queen. Hahahahaha)
Sue me.