Some are the ones whom we try very hard to keep, but fate steps in and we just can't be in the same life circle.
Some people turn out to be the person we never have thought they would be. But they did. And so we have to let them go in order to save ourselves. From heartbreak and deathhhhh*dramatic drum rolls
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What I'm trying to say is,
In order for me to be in this place I'm at, I've learned SO many things from SO many people.
I've learned not to stereotype.
I was that. Still am, I guess. But I am trying to change since it brings me no good at all other than sangat memalukan dan setepek lah dekat muka bila that person turns out to be macam apa yang kita sangka. Because the people I thought wouldn't do something I never thought they would do, well, you guessed it, they did it. And it's even sakit hati-er bila that person adalah sangat rapat dengan kita.
And the person yang memang failed first impression turns out to be the best buddy ever. Itulah yang akan tolong kita bila susah DAN senang. Itulah orangnya yang can put up with all you crap and shit and whatevs. Itulah orang yang sanggup dengar and bagi nasihat and never leave just because kita tunjuk sikit jeh perangai kita yang orang lain taktau.
I've learned not to trust people.
Anyone yang rapat with me will know, I'm easily trusting people. AND easily possessed. Krrkrr. By words, I mean. Bukan hantu jembalang ke apa ==" I trust people easily. Like, seriously. When I'm starting to rasa selesa with you, I don't care what I look like when I'm with you. Selekeh selebet pon takpe, kau jeh pon. Haa something like that. And, perkara-perkara penting macam duit ke, baju ke, whatever lah, memang aku akan letakkan seratus lapan pulah tujuh peratus kepercayaan kepada makhluk Allah tersebut.
TAPI, bila dah setepek pelepek terkena dekat muka yang memang sejak azali lagi dinasihatkan jangan percaya orang lain selain daripada diri sendiri memang sakit hati gila dan dan rasa sangat bawah (down). Lagi-lagi bila jauh dari Mak, bantal busuk dan sebagainya. Makanya, bila dah jadi macam nieh memang, krrkrr, hancurlah kepercayaan aku yang seratus lapan puluh tujuh peratus tadi tuh dekat kau. Haa memang tak lah nak dapat balik kan.
I've learned that friendship lasts.
Yeap. No matter how far kita, how renggang and how jarang kita cakap with each other it will last as long as there's love dalam hati. Haha gila ka.
Eh tapi serious. As long as ada sayang/cinta/pyar/ishq dan sebagainya dalam hati kita, everything kita tak kisah dah. Ni in a friendship punya point of view yah? Bukan the cinta cinta punya point of view. I don't know lah you guys, but as for me, it is like that. Sebab sayang.
I've learned that people yang cannot put up with my crap and whatevs should not be taken seriously because they never have taken me seriously. Because if they do, they WILL try to understand the reasons why I do this and that and whatevs and they won't leave me alone just because I can fit in with everyone and they can't.
Tetiba panjang en. Hahah. Tapi itulah. That says it all. Haha
Till then. Bai, reader(s)!