:')
I miss all of it.
Tira, banyak gila ayam message kau doh. Message kau hantar dekat aku cakap "Abang aku cakap kau comel. Haha" ada lagi kott. Muahahaha!
Niya, message kau nak bawak bekal Nasi Kebuli terbaik kau tuh ada lagi jugak. Tiba-tiba aku teringin nak makan Nasi Kebuli kau en.
Nae, message kau pon berduyun. Hahah tapi time nieh kita tak rapat macam sekarang lagi. Maka message pon semua kontot kontot jeh.
Nad, takyah cerita lah kan perempuan nieh. Haha. Message dia lah yang paling beratur dalam phone.
Alya, pon ada. Message tanya balik Tg Malim tak. Hee, kawan sekampung nieh :P
Ada message yang aku tak ingat pon daripada siapa. Ada message Hari Raya 2009. The one and only message daripada Am. Lost contact habis dengan Am. Taktau dia pergi mana now.
Aku kenal Am masa form 3 dekat Summer Camp. Good times. Good old times. I used to be sangat rapat dengan Am. Sampailah pertengahan Form Four. Habis lost contact sebab being Fazra, you just have to hilang phone lepas tiga bulan.
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Tapi jumpa balik message dia dalam Inbox tadi :) But I'm not gonna text him ke apa en. Gila kaa. Hahah. But I wonder how he's been doing. Kalau tak silap dia masuk Unikl. But I don't know *shrug*.
*sigh
I miss you guys big time doh. Sumpah. I miss high school. I miss senior year. I miss the fun and the craziness. Kita semua budak-budak jeh kan dulu. The biggest thing we talked about pon pasal mana kita nak pergi lepas SPM, pasal cikgu yang tak reti mengajar, nasi lemak kantin basi, universiti mana kita nak masuk that kinda stuff.
Sekarang?
Cakap pasal Bachelor, pasal things that I NEVER thought I'll discuss with anybody, cakap pasal emotional stuff, cakap pasal trust, pasal honesty, cakap pasal dealing with people, cakap pasal friendship, cakap pasal matureness, pasal berdikari dekat tempat orang, cakap pasal kahwin :)
How we were so young and naive kan dulu? Where all that we knew masa tuh, datang sekolah, masuk kelas and balik. And everything in between jadi happy semua sebab we had our friends sama dengan kita. Kan?
Sekarang?
Banyak sangat benda kena fikir. Banyak sangat benda yang kita kena deal with. Itu ini sana sini orang ni orang tu. Rimas. And even though dalam banyak banyak benda yang menyesakkan otak tuh, those little things macam watching raindrops dekat tingkap, eating cotton candy or bubble wraps or swings or glittery dresses or pink stuff or water balloons and so forth, yang buat kita happy in the end. You know, the things that you loved doing when you were a child and you felt very happy doing it and then life happened and you stopped doing it because you grew. You got older and maturer. You stopped laughing so loud that people stare and started to build walls around yourself that block everybody out. You stopped doing things you loved when you were small because you thought you're an adult enough.
But for me, when we get older, the list of things that we love to do, that make us happy should get longer and longer and not shorter. It's okay to do those little things that make you feel better. Am I right?
Go ahead if dancing in the rain makes you happy.
Go ahead if saying I love you makes you happy.
Go ahead if laughing out loud makes you happy.
Do it.
Add things up to your list. Don't cross anything out.
*gelak perlahan
Aku selalu terbawa-bawa kalau start cakap pasal memories. I treasure memories so much. Believe me.
Till then, reader(s).