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Nisa bought this shirt for meeeeeee XD Sumpah terharu gilaa. THIS made my whooooooollleeeee day. Hee thank you Nisa ^^"Pakai on a special occasion jeh tau." - Nisa
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Okay to say that 2010 wasn't a good year for me is an understatement. It was...unfair. I suffered for one short month and I blamed the whole year. That's not good.
So lemme tell you what 2010 had given me that I will never ever forget ;)
Basically, tahun 2010 nieh semuanya pasal college life. On March, I was officially an MSU student. Dari situlah jumpa Benun, Nad, Nisa and Dina. Housemates yang masa pertama kali jumpa dah buat gila main Truth or Dare sampai tengah tengah malam. Gelak macam pontianak sampai ada orang bunyikan loceng rumah suruh diam -.-" What a bad impression yeah? Hahah
Then I met G.
It all started with a friend request on Facebook. Hahah cliche tak ayat? :P G nieh kiranya the first kawan I made lah dekat MSU. Walaupun masa tuh Registration Day pon tak start lagik. Hahah. He was a good friend. Being Fazra, memang tak boleh nak buanglah sifat careless dalam diri nieh. Pernah sekali tertinggal kunci dalam bilik AND terkunci pintu dari dalam sebab taktahu lah dalam otak fikir apa -.-" And I've called every single person I knew that might help tapi semua macam hopeless. Tuan rumah dekat Hong Kong, Kak An dekat office and dia pon bukannya ada kunci pon. Called Bonda, Bonda macam sebelah rumah lah pulak kan. So I asked help from him.
He came. And banyak lagi things he'd done for me that I'll never forget. He taught me Math walaupun aku rasa macam dia pon tak faham but he tried to fahamkan jugak. Sanggup lah pon dia datang campus, carik kelas. Sigh. Dia naikkan semangat aku time aku tengah down nak exam. Lagi-lagi Math. I hate Math. I just do. Then Ramadhan came. Honestly, though that was the first time aku sambut Ramadhan jauh dari family, that was the sweetest jugak.
*senyum*
Banyak jeh kalau nak cakap pasal dia :) I wish you all the best in life, G. I always will. I hope you find what you're searching for. I hope you find the peace you wanted. I hope that one day you'll make Ibu Baba, your siblings, your friends proud of you though I'm sure they already are. I'm proud of you. Honestly. I didn't say it to you dulu because I thought I don't deserve to say that. But now I regret that I didn't tell you because I really wanted you to know that I'm proud of you. You're something. You're worth. You're a nice guy, G. People say weird and rude things about you to me but I know you're everything but that. I just know.
Told cha he was a good friend :)
Then love happened and everything went wrong. The fault is on me, really. But it's okay.
"Don't cry because it ended. Smile because it happened" - Dr. Seuss
:)
And then Benun :)
I don't even know where to start to describe this girl. Benun's like.. I don't know. She's there. Everytime. Every single time. She never failed to make me happy, annoyed, and every other unidentified feelings (not in that way of course -.-"). She's seen me in my best state and she's seen me in my worst. I cried, I bawled, I sobbed, I laughed. Everything. She listened to me like no one did and the best thing is she never got bored even though the story's been repeated 80juta kali.
She taught me to make decisions. She gave me options. She taught me to believe. Seriously. I am a fickle-minded person. I change my mind like every two seconds. And making decisions, unsurprisingly, isn't my favourite task. And I LOVE to think negatively. And I'll use 'Prepare for the worst' to save me and my innocent lazy mind :P But she taught me to believe in that one decision. Well, after you made one of course.
"Buat keputusan. Stick with it. And believe. Jangan stay in between." That's what she said.
And kadang-kadang, I'm soooo jealous dengan cara dia handle hidup dia. Her life seems sangat simple though lagi berbelit dari aku. The way she deal with it, sangat jealous. I hope I could be like that you know. Believe and stick with it. She's a strong girl. I've never seen her cry padahal masalah dia jauh lagi besar daripada aku. Tapi I'm the one yang selalu kedek-kedek pergi dekat dia nak rant.
*senyum*
Thanks for everything, Benun. Aku dah banyak sangat menyusahkan kau, ehehehe ^^ You're the best thing that's ever been mine. Semoga berkekalan dengan Irfan yeah? :P
Next is Nad, Nae and Niya. There N Trio :P
Nad and Nae :)
That's Niya and Me :)
I'm sure you know about these three kan? I've mentioned them many times in my posts dulu.
Honestly, when school ended I never really gave much hopes about our friendship because of the distance thing. If it happens, it happens. If it doesn't, I'd understand. But surprisingly it happened. And I'm glad it did.
Though kita macam jauh and jarang jumpa, I believe that our friendship won't get affected by it pon kan. School was no fun without you people. You made school fun for me. You guys gave me something to look back and smile because I had a wonderful senior year :) I had a wonderful journey with you guys.
And our jokes may not be the same macam dulu and our inside jokes once upon a time dulu maybe dah tak selawak mana sekarang, maybe kita dah awkward sikit-sikit bila jumpa, and we've new circle of friends, new jokes, new people, new everything, jarang contact, jarang jumpa, but I wanna tell you guys that I love you to bits, always do, and losing you guys is never gonna be on my to-do list. I have a weird way of showing appreciation and I don't know why I do some things sometimes. But whatever it is, I hope our friendship lasts :)
I was blessed with good people around me. These people are the people I'd like to have through the phases of my life. Through thick and thin. Through everything. These are the people I want to have as my friends when my hair is all grey and senile and can barely walk.
Dear God, keep these people safe from everything that might harm them in any way. Give them happiness that they deserve. And may they remember me in their prayers as I remember them in mine :) Aamin.
P/S : I have a few people left that I should mention here but it's been three hours. I'm that slow -.-"
P/P/S : On a second thought, I'll make another post for those people later. I'll feel bad if I don't. Haha. So wait aa. Who knows your name would be mentioned :P
Later guys :)